“Choosing to have joy is not naively thinking everything will be easy. It is courageously believing that there is still hope, even when things get hard.” – Morgan Harper Nichols
Saturday, April 13, 2024
ECHO, ECho, echo...
More on echocardiograms (ECHOs) with help from my ECHO tech friend. A huge thank you to her for these references.
But first, a bit about the heart. The heart is a muscle that pumps blood through the body. With each beat, the heart pumps blood through the body’s cardiovascular system. The cardiovascular system is made up of the heart and a system of blood vessels (the circulatory system) that help circulate blood. The blood provides oxygen and nutrients to all the organs and tissues in the body. It also delivers carbon dioxide to the lungs and the lungs then exhale to remove carbon dioxide from the body. At the same time, blood picks up waste products that are filtered out of the body by the kidneys.
- The heart is located between the lungs and pumps blood throughout the body's cardiovascular system.
- The heart has four chambers.
- The upper two chambers are the right atrium and left atrium. These are called "collecting chambers" because they collect the blood as it returns to the heart.
- The lower two chambers are the right ventricle and left ventricle. These are called "pumping chambers" because they pump the blood out of the heart to where it needs to go.
- The right and left sides of the heart are divided by a wall called the septum.
- You can feel your pulse each time the ventricle pumps by feeling your wrist or side of your neck.
I don't yet know how my ECHO results compare to my January ECHO, but here is some information to better educate yourself on why ECHOs are used to assess cancer therapeutics-related cardiac dysfunction. Cancer-therapeutics can be cardiotoxic (can cause damage to the heart) and require monitoring to assess for need for pause or change in plan of care.
Two amazing articles that go very in depth on cancer therapeutics-related cardiac dysfunction:
- I don't have an update on how my ECHO from yesterday compares to my ECHO from January, but hoping for good things.
- A bit about the heart
- The heart is located between the lungs and pumps blood throughout the body's cardiovascular system.
- The heart has four chambers.
- The upper two chambers are the right atrium and left atrium. These are called "collecting chambers" because they collect the blood as it returns to the heart.
- The lower two chambers are the right ventricle and left ventricle. These are called "pumping chambers" because they pump the blood out of the heart to where it needs to go.
- My Herceptin requires monitoring of my heart via echocardiograms (ECHOs) every 3 months per guidelines.
- There are specific comparisons of measurements of function and size of my heart that will determine maintaining my current schedule of infusions, pausing treatment, or changing my treatment course. This is all dependent on how my heart handles my specific targeted therapy.
- Radiotherapy (radiation therapy) will also require monitoring of my heart for years after my treatment is complete (hopefully for good).
- Strain is a neat concept and can be seen visually on this website.
Thursday, April 11, 2024
Sheer Amount of Time
Wednesday, April 10, 2024
Younger but more prepared
- But talking to a doctor about a family history of colorectal cancer could prompt a screening referral at a younger age. “If there is a family history of either cancer or polyps, we usually start colonoscopy screening 10 to 15 years before the family member who had it was diagnosed,” says Dr. Kortmansky. “So, if a first-degree relative was diagnosed with cancer at 45, you would start screening at 30.”
- Likewise, women who are at average risk for breast cancer may start mammography screening at age 40, according to U.S. Preventive Services Task Force (USPTF) recommendations updated in 2023. But women with a family history of breast cancer are generally advised to start when they are 10 years younger than the first-degree relative (a mother and/or sister) was at their time of diagnosis.
- Know your family history
- Bring the facts
- Bring a supportive friend or family member
- Be relentless about your own health
- Ask questions
- Ask them what the risks vs. benefits are and reasoning is for not doing a screening, and listen for a valid response. If there isn't one, decide whether to push back or see another provider that is more aligned with your healthcare goals.
- Overall cancer incidence rate has risen by 1% to 2% each year between 1995-2020.
- It is important to get screenings when suggested, but if you have a family history, speak with your doctor about starting screenings 10-15 years before their diagnosis (e.g. mother with colon cancer at age 50, you would get your colonoscopy at 35-40).
- Be your own self-advocate to receive these screenings when you need them. See the links above on some suggestions.
Tuesday, April 9, 2024
Sunday, April 7, 2024
The lows get lower but I am tougher
I read this poem and it hit me. Not because I’ve truly been in what I consider pain yet, but the connection with all other humans that have to rally and still go on, knowing that life doesn’t stop or change, just because you have to.
Friday, April 5, 2024
PERMA+
I'm pretty impressed with my short and long term disability insurance company, Prudential. They offer supportive services through an app/website called NeuroFlow which has added some new tools to my toolkit and also highlighted the CBT techniques I've highlighted in my blog.
Recently, it introduced me to the PERMA model, which is a framework for happiness and wellbeing. I like the exercises and descriptions provided by Positive Psychology via this link, as it adds a + to the end, expanding four other important factors for happiness and wellbeing.
Thursday, April 4, 2024
Tuesday, April 2, 2024
Hot Flashes and Acceptance
New symptom: Hot Flashes! They kicked in last night, not even 24 hours after cycle 4. So stoked am I.
I'll go to my normal coping mechanism, humor:
Steve's new use for me
Medical menopause, or medically-induced menopause, happens when the ovaries:
- are surgically removed — called surgical menopaus
- are shut down with medicine, such as Lupron (chemical name: leuprolide) or Zoladex (chemical name: goserelin) — called medical menopause
- stop working because of chemotherapy, hormonal therapy, or another type of treatment for a medical condition (my situation)
With any form of medical menopause, the ovaries stop functioning and your estrogen and progesterone levels drop quickly and dramatically (which we want since my cancer is estrogen and progesterone positive!) Medically-induced menopause often causes more intense and troubling side effects, especially if you’re younger. Yay!
Certain breast cancer treatments can cause induced menopause. Treatment-induced menopause is usually more sudden and the symptoms are more severe than when menopause happens naturally.Chemotherapy-induced menopause
Chemotherapy destroys cells that divide quickly, like cancer cells. The ovaries also contain rapidly dividing cells, which also are affected by chemotherapy. This is why chemotherapy can bring on menopause.
Certain chemotherapy drugs are more likely to cause menopause than others. Chemotherapy regimens that use Cytoxan (chemical name: cyclophosphamide) commonly cause menopause, though it’s possible for any chemotherapy regimen to do so.
Targeted therapies, such as Herceptin (chemical name: trastuzumab) - again, me - , are often given along with chemotherapy. These medicines target specific features of cancer cells, such as HER2 proteins. It’s important to discuss all the medicines recommended for you with your doctor. Many targeted therapies have a low risk of harming the ovaries.
How quickly the ovaries recover after chemotherapy depends on how old you are and the types and doses of medicines you receive. Chemotherapy-induced menopause may be permanent. The older you are, the higher the risk that menopause will be permanent. It’s important to talk to your doctor about steps you may be able to take to preserve your fertility before you start treatment.
Hormonal therapy-induced menopause
Hormonal therapy medicines, also called anti-estrogen therapy, endocrine therapy, or hormone therapy, treat hormone receptor-positive breast cancer by lowering estrogen levels in your body or by blocking the effects of estrogen on breast cancer cells. Hormonal therapy medicines don’t actually cause menopause, but, because of how they work, you’re likely to have some menopausal symptoms while you’re taking them.
Tamoxifen and other selective estrogen-receptor modulators (SERMs) - will be me - can cause menopausal symptoms such as hot flashes, night sweats, and mood swings. Tamoxifen may be recommended for both pre-menopausal and post-menopausal women. Tamoxifen works by blocking estrogen from stimulating certain cells to grow and multiply.
I knew this was coming but didn't know when. Here it is, and I accept it.
Monday, April 1, 2024
Cycle 4 is a go!
I love Emily McDowell cards. I've added links to her stuff before, but here is another one that should send you to all cards to be real with a loved one with cancer.
I love that my body is responding well to the chemo and targeted therapy, and that it is recovering between each dose to allow me to continue on course, on time. Half way done with chemo as of today!

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